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Infinite Season

by PhnTm

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1.
Intro 00:55
2.
[C]onflicts 00:56
Atomic compounds lit the way In my brain For mental health unstable Atomize these minds like a fuckin labadomy Only got a minute' its gotta be fire Lit it Put it up to the tinder 'n spit it I'm in it I gotta prove it I only got myself to blame Only have my lane To hell So to hell wit it I'ma spit it Til I feel it I feel like I'm limited Like I lost my inspiration Now I'm facin' Pacin' My demons My decisions are Fake it? Keep rappin? Or find a new fucking passion? I'm maxin' My creativity Food for the thoughtless The garden isn't fuckin' spotless So I'ma mop this Passion, up No idea when it'll be my last fuckin--
3.
[PhnTm] My minds in a fucked up place And I don't think I'ma win this race Pacin' the pews Erasin' the few cares I gave on this endless stair Farewell And I don't mend well These amends just bent from the backyard fence Lent my cares to another fare fella, mella, mellow Let it go like "Hello." But what does my hello mean to you? One of the fair weathered few Better views of my many queues lined up prayin' to my life on Pay Per View On these staticy screens, de-focused, Layin' in the back of the limousine Sippin' champagne Waitin' on the locust's wondering if I missed my chance at fame All in my brain And what is a wish If I can't even make a splish Let alone a splash Am I gone too fast.. Or is it comin' too soon? Livin' my life like cartoons Expectin' these past amendments to come through What do you think I should do when I'm just losin' myself to you? [AJ Da King] Here it go some real shit We all got weaknesses but I'll tell you this much Hit up the homie and we get to finessin' He stressin' Talkin about kickin' the bucket Young man He said "fuck it" So he called for a ref [PhnTm] Will I come thru on some form of betterment? Losin' my settlement with myself Like I'm fightin' in hell Hit the bell, a gale of screams fell through Printed on magazines like I knew What to do Fighting my emotions on this plateau like Kung-Fu And the odds series's just an echo in this room I know I said part three was my last but I spoke too soon I got too many things bottled up and I feel like I'm going to lose myself to this game It's an uphill battle But then my phone rang And the homie wanted to come through Haven't done nothing together since Rivals my lyrical counterpart to my soul I back 'um up til theres nothin' more Half the reason I never shut the door and left My album in the dust Because I had a lust with tryin' to be the best Never content with where I was But then it came to fruition When i started tossin' ideas at him and mixin' Like instant chemistry when we hit the studio so listen
4.
[S]oul 03:33
I'm Sittin' On this cataclysm Bring my shape up Shiftin' Reminicisin' On these times I felt like it was different Likened to another mix-ed Uppers into it I can't feel my face Numbed by the indifference A bitter truth I bet you I'm missin' it Just like my fuckin' deliverance But Believe me I wish I could remember it Paint this picture with sentiment But I'm left with this A moment snapped in time I reminisce Blinded by the ignorance A blissful world Just take another shot and hope you forgot Your memories soon they flowin' out the bottle And I don't know what tomorrow brings.. Your memories Are what make you who you are It's a bit cliche to say but it's true If you didn't have memories to reflect on How could you even tell how far you've progressed in life Or where you wanted to go in the first place You'd have no sense of self While you shouldn't hang up on the past You should always be able to look back and reflect on it Because if not Who really are you? I got this matrix for miles I'm de-encoding my brain structure just to recompile In a different format Trying not to mourn that I'm 2-Dimensional like a fuckin' doormat But I swore that I'd never quit rappin' That I'd keep chasin' my passions But I'm askin' Every soul And breathe that stole Every tear I pour Onto this Will it ever be no more? Just another door Closed on a chapter Of another rapper After every word I spoke On every track I wrote I wonder if I'll keep this passion before I go and Become nothin' but a folk tale like most And most importantly "Do you still care about fortune B?" Or will I unfortunately become like the rest? Is this a test? No blessin's for the wicked It's a mission to keep my sanity close And my enemies distant Life goes up and down like a fuckin' piston No tellin' when you'll be missed n' Just another statistic In this sadistic world It's a chore just to keep your mind ashore So should I walk through this door It's something I can't say for sure This whole things a blur And I know I'm missin' my point But I'm at the point I can't bottle this shit I'm awful as shit I never asked for this I'm off of this shit To bring forth my past and shit I'm tryin' to forget But my sins led me into this I'm tryin' to replay it But I keep missin' it And ain't no way I'm ever going to forget this shit.
5.
[M]eta 02:16
One take One writing One moment to get my creativity up, Stylin' these bars into some form of Rhymin' pattern I think my life matters Like maybe you'll listen to this One track One line This one moment One take Quick rewrite it I might just fuck it up I need to make the cut Some form of fictional rutt I set it I met it I dropped it Into the metaphysical world Existence means nothing to me Its up to me To try to flow it, grow it Keepin' these bars up To be something I'm not Can I achieve these dreams It's got me wondering if I'm blessed The message is back I'm trying to move past the black The present is fast Change yourself to match Or get washed up Drown yourself in the madness But don't believe the magic Flip every 6, eternal bliss It's your soul it don't mean nothin' to you It's mixed with the demonic presences you wished for Another day Another bit of fame Another may I Take a hit from the pipe like that's the way To get yourself by They all say It's fine Another crutch for the mind It's blind from indifference It'll treat you nice And you might just feel alright If you don't lose yourself in the abyss The constant up and down up and down Ain't that some shit You dip another foot in the grave A blip on histories face A blemish, are you amazed? At how far you could of gone If you never picked up the pipe Life treated you right huh? Just another night huh? I'm partyin' with the boys, its fine ma' Fuckin' coward On a glass tower Wishin' for power Lost in the hours without a remorse It leaves a sour taste Repeatin' the course Of a million before you You wish they adored you But not a morsel for you It's awful You can't prove to me That you're a nobody It's on buddy Another song lovely It's time or money I'm not doin' this shit for you Recognition is something I wont lose Just move out the way Become another face Like everyone before you Your fans ignore you This career bores you It's not for you Another door you Closed on yourself Just think about that for a moment.
6.
[I]nfinite 03:25
I'm waitin' for the day I gotta say goodbye to my homies Whether they die or decide to ride without me I just hope they never doubted me On this thin ice I stand Held together with these strands Of string You strung Woven Was it in love? Or hate? Despise and create A picture from the mind of an artist I can relate But I gotta ask.. Was it really worth it? Was it really worth it?.. Think about a picture so perfect in the works It was conceived from the seed Of so many people that live on the same on the same earth as we And we all feel the same hurt And the same love Or was it hate? But there's no time to debate now Just let these thoughts race now What am I trying to prevent when I vent Into these papers and pages Just lettin' my mind get lost in the matrix Do I gotta fake it another day. Like where do I let the line lay? Before I go insane I just may merge the world And converge on a twirl A whim A musicians in's and outs Skills and doubts Passion and dissatisfaction Narcissism and reverse narcissists Choose your switch But don't lose your shit And by shit I mean self A reflection hails From kings and heirs Take one more breath of air Before you plunge into the depths of multimillionaires Broken dreams and cracked mirrors Can you still see your path clear? Or did you lose it In the grains of sand placed meticulously Maliciously steering you making you veer, swerve and deviate Pick your poison, defibrillate Afebrile but feelin' restless You're a mess but you understand the message And the lesson That you were trying to relay From messiahs across the world But you lay in a pit of self hate You fear what you create Loathing every single word your pen makes But your tryin' to spite your mistakes Despite the lakes and rivers that you've crossed You're feelin' lost Tossed to the side without a breath left to cry And a shoulder left to lean The quest of every fiend For the music you're losin' your self esteem
7.
[C]reator 04:02
I hope I can do this justice In this world I really love it Am I just a little puppet? A soldier with no motifs And what is reality? And my dreams? They pour out of me And they just want more out of me And I don't think I can do it b And fuck these fake friends Always tryin' to make amends And I'm tryin' to make amends With myself to better understand For my health And my being So I can see the path that'll bring me home Fuck going home I'm a soldier with no motifs in this world I'm tryin' to own it I got a bone to pick with these motions that we call life Will I just die from a lack of motivation? Or write another song? Or have I gone too far? Trying to raise the bar but uppers makin' me numb I can't feel my face But I'm stuck in place And I hate this way of doin' it But its just another way of doin' it When your creativity's maxed And you're just a soldier with no actions We're all people just trying to make amends with every day life Fight after fight Lost in a blissful cause And blinded by the greed Just trying to make ends meat And that applies even if you're rich Or if you're poor For what one person values may be different then an-others Money and material possessions might not be what someones after For you can be rich in the pocket But not in soul So in close, I ask that you consider what everyone's going through And not just yourself While it's good to focus on yourself There are many people in the world All of them struggling just like you But for their own reasons And learning from them, in my opinion, is invaluable Phantom
8.
I'ont really know what happens when you die or not Maybe you move on Maybe you come back to the frying pot Hell, heaven, maybe even purgatory But this the story of you, an me, an him, an her Struggling is a part of life Not the best part but it's still there Shining is a part of life Not the best part but it's still here Everything got an equal reaction Sometimes you're winning Sometimes you're failing But never forget that you're living Creating, becoming INFINITE

about

Shortly after the release of "Believe in Infinite Dreams" I started coming up with the concept of this album.
I wanted to talk about not just my life and my struggles
But everyone's life, and their struggles.
The struggles of an artist, of a creator.
The struggles of the few good willed people left.
Failure, Depression, Anxiety..
But this constant drive to keep going, to keep creating.

I hope you enjoy Infinite Season,
I hope it's contents can help you find solace, to find peace, to cope..
Or maybe to just help you understand yourself more, as it did with me while writing it.


With love,
-Phantom.

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released April 9, 2018

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